I thought on this
day it would be fitting to share my love letter to my future wife…
I
found myself thinking about you today. Wondering where you are, what you’re
thinking and doing. It hurts a little not to be with you, but I can live with
that for now, knowing that we’ll spend the rest of our lives together. I’m
writing this letter to help you understand what I’ve been thinking about and
why. I probably don’t know all the right things to say, but my feelings and
words are from the heart.
I know it sounds
crazy, but I picture you… your smile,
the way you pull your hair behind your ear, your wonderful laugh, even when my
jokes aren’t funny. I can’t help but wonder what our children will look like.I’ve gone out with other girls, but something always seems to be missing. I go out and have fun but the idea of you and our future together is always in my thoughts. It keeps me focused and on track, aware of who I am and what’s important.
I’m in the midst of peace and serenity
and all I can think about is you. Life is perfect, beauty all around—but I
still want you. I want to spend this perfect moment with you. The wind kisses
my skin and I wish it were you. I breathe in the night air—pure and sweet—and I
dream of your naturally exotic scent; a scent that only I can smell. A scent
that is released when you are around the one you love. A scent that was made
for me that perfectly complements my scent and together makes a perfect blend
of the sweetest berries mixed with the richest vanilla and a touch of the
purest chocolate. A scent that’s sweet enough to eat; which is all we want to
do. We can’t keep our hands off each other—or should I say our tongues off each
other.
In this most serene moment, I’m
thinking about you because I know you are thinking about me. It’s in the
solitude that God allows our souls to touch. In that purest moment, the feeling
that you are thinking of me in that exact moment is visceral.
I stare into the night sky seeking your
face. Praying God will give me a glimpse of you, somehow he will outline your
beautiful face in the constellations. With the twinkle of every star, I
picture you winking at me. As if there is a secret that only you and I
know—this ultimate secret that allows us to be in each other’s presence without
uncovering each other’s identity.
I love you whom I’ve never met. I’m in
love with who I know you will be. I hear the waves crashing on the shore and I
listen for your voice. I listen for you to tell me you love me too. I faintly
hear you tell me you’ve always loved me, you always will love me and for me to
never doubt your love for me. With each wave, your love for me is confirmed. I
whisper under my breath, “I love you too!”
Its
exciting, Thrilling, And scary. We have not even begun our love story, yet ,and
i think about you on a daily basis. I wonder what we will fight about, and what
our home will be like. I wonder about the look on your face when I walk
down and said will you marry me ? I wonder if we will fight to save
our marriage if things get rocky ….. Or if we will forget the reason we
fell in love in the first place.
I don't know
when I will meet you, if I already have, but I know that I've waited for you
and you've waited for me, and without a lot of romantic over-sentimitality
forced upon that, I trust that one day, crossing a street against the light in
the rain or through Facebook or Twitter, we're going to find each other and, at
some point, we'll know.
