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Tuesday, September 17, 2013

Sometimes I.....


Sometimes, I have to

Stare my fears in their eyes; not to scare it away, but to show it I’m worth the challenge.

Forgive and forget not because they deserve it but because I deserve it.

Mourn the loss not to display my weakness but because tears help me to see things ahead clearly.

Let go of the past not to free myself of the pain but as future has specified that in its invite.

Smile even when I don't want, not to prove anything but to remind myself that I know how to do it.

Take the plunge not because life is pushing me to but because there is no way going back from there.

Hold on for a bit longer, not for anybody else's sake but for my own sake.

Say I love you; not as I want them in my life. But just to let them know what they mean to me.

Fight my own battles; not to show what I’m, but to know who I am.

Fail not to experience it but to know there is something that can be better than this.

Love despite all that ugliness around, not because I have to live but because I have a heart.

Hug someone tightly not to hold them closer but because their touch makes me feel alive.

Stand up on my own after a fall, not to prove anything but to know my own strength.

Make a choice not out of compulsion but because I don't have an option.

Say it hurts not to let everyone know about my pain but to just save myself from further hurt.

Believe it’s not about yesterdays, it’s about the today’s and tomorrows not for anyone else but for myself.