It sure is strange how things go along and then BAM! There’s some
action.
I will write in my next post what happened last week and it went
something like this: I wish I could explain what I feel and went through but
let me try…. Here I just want to say something to my love “Kuhu” One thing I
knew that everything might be messed up…
But it is not the end.
Dear Kuhu,
I remember when
I first met you and how you instantly smiling when you saw me. You were in blue
kurti & jean, what you had whatsapp me before. Most of the times I think how
we became real good friends and fell in love with each other...
We've been
talking for 2 weeks now, and you become pretty fucking dope for me. I
guess the easiest way to describe it is, say there’s a line between
“friendship” and “relationship”. We are directly ON that line. But my
problem doesn't lie with you; neither the problem lies with me….
Problem is misunderstandings which have been created between our families.
But there’s
something missing, something I can’t describe properly. The ingredients are
there to potentially have something pretty awesome, seeing as I’m one of the
pickiest stupid in the world and you fit me. But I guess what’s missing on my
part is the spark.
Like, I would want to be with you,
Maybe something
deep inside of me is telling me that this girl is the one for whom I was
waiting.
Those paths of solitude that I have been walking are now a
farewell with your presence. More than that, I fail to remember the paths
because of the joys, wonderful delights of love and care
that you've shown me.
With your arrival, I now measure my love to you in terms of
joy each share with the other… with some troubling tears that you at times
shed… with your smiles and sweet voice and the way are here for me.
More than that, despite the distance we share, your 2 hours presence
has taught me to miss you in your absence. Some say life is a transition while
some say it to be a fragile thread between love and fate. With your
graceful arrival, I confide to the latter. Your love to me was indeed a fate
which I had always longed for. More than that, the fate now seems an ordained
destiny of togetherness.
These are the very moments when I need to be with you, and
you need to be with me because in the end, it’s only you and me…
Kuhu! In your life’s journey, whenever you take a step
forward, you will always find a shadow behind you. Turn behind to see it, you
will find solitude, but if you feel, you will find me… always with you… right
next to you… watching you with a smile and saying, “Good! Keep it up and go on”
when you succeed. Likewise, feel me when you’re down, I’ll say, with more love
and care, “never mind Dear.
I love you and will always do. When I close my eyes, I see
you, and when I need you, I hear your voice notes while seeing
your picture and feel your presence… is how you’re precious to me. That
is why not everyone has you. That is why I have you. I love you and have no
words to say how much you mean to me. I love you. I love you until the last
breath I breathe…until the last second I live…until the immortal time ends…I
love you.
I handed you a promise of love till death do us apart. I
don't know what's in future but I'll fight for you.
Yours and only yours,
Kashyap
